HEBREWS 11:1-2: “Faith shows the reality of what we hope for; it is the evidence of things we cannot see. Through their faith, the people in days of old earned a good reputation.” NLT

OBSERVATION: I struggle with faith. There, I said it. It is not what people want to hear from a pastor. It is not a popular confession among other believers. Yet, it is the truth. I read the first two verses in Hebrews chapter 11, and I say, “What?” This is not exactly the easiest definition to follow.
Some quote Hebrews 11:1 as if they have mastered it, and maybe they have. I may be deficient in my faith. If you have ever struggled with your faith, then you are not alone. I have been a believer for over 53 years, pastored since I was 23, and written several books and training materials and…
I still struggle with faith!
Faith runs counter to how I am wired. I am human and rely on my five senses to navigate through life. I want to see it, hear it, touch it, smell it, or taste it. It is a difficult leap to trust in something that does not meet this criterion. It is easy to put on my ‘Christian mask’ and say all the right things. Peter did this and later denied Jesus. Thomas was a bit more transparent about his doubts.
“They told him, “We have seen the Lord!” But he replied, “I won’t believe it unless I see the nail wounds in his hands, put my fingers into them, and place my hand into the wound in his side.” (John 20:25 NLT)
Yes, Jesus did admonish Thomas for doubting. Yet Jesus also invited Thomas to face his doubts in a tangible way.
“Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here, and look at my hands. Put your hand into the wound in my side. Don’t be faithless any longer. Believe!” (John 20:27 NLT)
Now, here is where doubt meets faith. Jesus did not call Thomas to a blind faith. Thomas was invited to touch Jesus! However, the text suggests that Thomas did not touch Jesus. When he encountered the living Christ, something happened in his heart. Grace was imparted. Faith was imparted. What Thomas could not do within himself, the Holy Spirit did within Thomas!
“My Lord and my God!” Thomas exclaimed. (John 20:28 NLT)
Then, Jesus called Thomas and all who would follow Him to the secret and the power of faith.
“Then Jesus told him, “You believe because you have seen me. Blessed are those who believe without seeing me.” The disciples saw Jesus do many other miraculous signs in addition to the ones recorded in this book. But these are written so that you may continue to believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that by believing in him you will have life by the power of his name.” (John 20:29-31 NLT)
Faith is not something we possess. Faith is a gift that is given. Faith is believing without seeing, but not without a personal call and engagement. Jesus called Thomas to Himself. Now, Jesus calls each of us to Himself through His Word. The Word of God, the record of the life of Jesus, His teachings, His promises, His sacrifice, His resurrection, have all been recorded and preserved so that we might believe!
When we hear God’s Word with an open heart, God imparts faith to believe! In essence, each time we turn the pages of Scripture, each time we encounter Jesus, each time we open our hearts to the Holy Spirit, Jesus is calling to us…
“…Put your finger here, and look at my hands. Put your hand into the wound in my side. Don’t be faithless any longer. Believe!” (John 20:27 NLT)
When we receive the Word of God with an open heart, God imparts His grace and faith!
“So faith comes from hearing, that is, hearing the Good News about Christ.” (Romans 10:17 NLT)
This faith, the ability to believe what we do not see; the reality of what we hope for; the evidence of things we do not see; is not something we produce within ourselves. It is the gift of God which comes through His Word, through the Good News of Jesus Christ – the Gospel! We know that salvation is a gift, but we forget that the very essence of our ability to have faith is too!
“For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9 NKJV)
God knows we struggle with faith. Faith is not our natural response to life. Left alone, none of us would come to Jesus. Yet, as we abide in His Word, as we hear His voice speaking to us through the pages of Scripture, faith is imparted to us, and God invites us to believe! What was impossible now becomes possible. What we could not do, we are now empowered to do by grace through faith. It is a mystery, but like Thomas, when we encounter the living Jesus, all we can do is raise our hands and say…
“My Lord and my God!” (John 20:28 NLT)
No matter what I am facing, faith is available to me. It is God’s gift. It is imparted by the Holy Spirit through His Word. It lifts me up and gives me hope. It enables me to believe in what I cannot see. It makes what is unseen as real; no, it makes it more real than what I can see, hear, touch, smell, or taste. It raises me up on the wings of eagles and allows me to soar above the struggles I face. It brings me to the living Christ and renews within me a living hope.
My struggle with faith is met with God’s gift of faith as I sit at the feet of Jesus and receive His Word!
Heavenly Father, this morning, I bring my struggle with faith to You. I lay down everything at the foot of the Cross. Like Mary, help me to choose the good portion that cannot be taken away. Help me to abide in Your Word, listen to the still small voice of the Holy Spirit, and receive the gift of Your grace and faith in my time of need! May my doubts be overcome as I daily meet the truth of Your Word!
In Jesus’ Name!








