AM I HUMBLE OR STUBBORN?

Posted on September 21, 2026 by Kirk's Devotional Journal

1 PETER 5:5-7: “In the same way, you who are younger must accept the authority of the elders. And all of you, dress yourselves in humility as you relate to one another, for “God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.” So humble yourselves under the mighty power of God, and at the right time he will lift you up in honor. Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.”

OBSERVATION: Am I humble or stubborn? Each day, as I read God’s Word, I try to listen to the still small voice of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit speaks through the Scriptures by illuminating a passage or a few words of the passage. It is like a divine ‘Stop’ sign. You have to stop, listen, and think before you can move on. This morning I stopped at these familiar verses in First Peter, chapter five, and I sensed the Holy Spirit asking me:

“Are you humble or stubborn?”

I had to stop and think about this for a while. I wanted to reply, “I am humble, Lord!” Yet, when I honestly look at my life, I realize this is not always the case. So, I began to pray. “What are You trying to say to me? As I read and re-read these three verses, over again, one phrase kept coming off the page.

“Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.” (1 Peter 5:7 NLT)

How many times have I cried out to God in my time of need, only to return to the Cross and pick up the heavy burden I laid down, trying to carry it again? The answer is, too many times to count. In fact, this is one of my lifelong struggles. I cast all my worries and cares on the Lord, but when His timing seems delayed, I pick them back up again.

In my impatience, I stubbornly decide God needs my help!

I need to ask myself this important question. “Does God really need my help?” The answer is obvious, but my actions make it look difficult to answer. Obedience is never easy, but it is never meant to be something I do on my own. Obedience begins when I realize that I have nothing left to move the mountain before me, and I humbly come to the Cross for grace and mercy.

It is easy to lay down my burden at first. The hard part is to leave it at the cross. This is the definition of true humility. It is not the initial recognition that I cannot do this on my own. It is the continued position of trust in the Lord and the refusal to go back, pick up the burden, and try to solve it once again on my own. This is stubbornness. This is the sin that plagued Israel time and time again. This is the sin that so easily trips us up.

And we always have someone trying to get us to pick up our burden again and again!

“Stay alert! Watch out for your great enemy, the devil. He prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour.” (1 Peter 5:8 NLT)

A roaring lion is an old, tired lion. They no longer have the ability to kill on their own. The job of the ‘Roaring Lion’ is to roar, scare the prey, and entice them to run toward the young lions, who will kill them, feast, and then leave the leftovers for the roaring lion. The enemy of our souls is that roaring lion. He tries to get us to do the opposite of God’s commands. He is the one who continually says:

“God isn’t going to do anything for you! If you don’t fix this yourself, nothing will happen!”

The roaring lion always tries to get us to pick up our cares and burdens again. We turn from our humility and begin walking in stubbornness. It really is quite foolish when you think about it. But we all struggle with it. I am so thankful Peter does not stop here. He goes on to say:

“Stand firm against him, and be strong in your faith. Remember that your family of believers all over the world is going through the same kind of suffering you are.” (1 Peter 5:9 NLT)

How do you stand firm against the enemy? You remain in a posture of humility. In other words, you refuse to pick up what you have entrusted to the Lord. You continue in prayer and surrender, and you make your heart ready to obey the Lord as He leads you. Humility is not inactivity. It is simply surrender. It is refusing to try to live life in our own power. It is placing our full trust in the Lord and obeying Him when He says:

“This is the way, walk in it!”

This call to humility comes with a promise. First, we are not alone! That brings me great comfort. I am not the only one struggling with the issues I am facing in my life. Believers all over the world are going through the same thing. The answer for me is the same as the answer for them.

“So humble yourselves under the mighty power of God, and at the right time he will lift you up in honor. Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you.” (1 Peter 5:7 NLT)

As we give all our worries and cares to God, we are confident that He hears and is watching over all the concerns of our lives. God wants to bring His healing and help to our lives more than we want to receive them. This is where the promise comes into play. If we resist running away from our humility, if we resist the enemy and stay surrendered to the Lord, God gives us a wonderful promise.

“In his kindness God called you to share in his eternal glory by means of Christ Jesus. So after you have suffered a little while, he will restore, support, and strengthen you, and he will place you on a firm foundation. All power to him forever! Amen.” (1 Peter 5:10-11 NLT)

Years ago, the Lord gave me a simple thought. ‘When you are at the point of utmost despair…don’t give up, for you are almost there!’ In other words, don’t run back to the Cross where you have laid down your heavy burden. Trust in the Lord! Yield to His timing! Obey His voice! Stand firm and realize the enemy has no real power. His only power is when we believe the roar more than God’s promise!

I choose to believe God’s promise!

Heavenly Father, this morning, I humble myself under Your loving and mighty hand. You know the concerns of my heart, things I try to carry, the issues I cannot solve or change. I confess that I need You! I run to the Cross and cast all these cares upon You, for I know You care for me. Now, grant me the grace to resist picking them back up again. Deliver me from the enemy (‘Roaring Lion’) and the pitfall of my stubbornness. Let me walk in humility with You each day! Put a song in my heart as I sing…

What a Friend we have in Jesus,
All our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry
Everything to God in prayer!
O what peace we often forfeit,
O what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry
Everything to God in prayer!

In Jesus’ Name!

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WILL THE NEXT GENERATION SURVIVE?

Posted on September 19, 2026 by Kirk's Devotional Journal

1 PETER 4:18-19: “And also, “If the righteous are barely saved, what will happen to godless sinners?” So if you are suffering in a manner that pleases God, keep on doing what is right, and trust your lives to the God who created you, for he will never fail you.” NLT

OBSERVATION: What will happen to the ‘Next Generation’? Every generation must ask this question. My father belonged to the generation known as ‘The Greatest Generation.’ He lived during World War II. He and all five of his brothers served in the war. They were all willing to lay down their lives for the safety and survival of the ‘Next Generation.’

My generation, the ‘Baby Boomers,’ was born after this conflict. We grew up in a world that was prospering. The 1950s were a boom decade. The focus was on the nuclear family, owning a home, and building a better life for one’s children. There was a sense of community that does not exist today. Everyone on the street I grew up on knew each other. As neighbors, we were always gathering together for one reason or the other.

As I grew up, this sense of community faded, being replaced by a focus on self. The buzzword that still exists today is “What’s in it for me?” If I did not see anything of personal gain, I was not interested. This self-absorbed lifestyle has been passed on from generation to generation. Today, we live in our personal bubbles. We go to work, drive home, enter our homes, eat, watch TV, and never interact with our neighbors.

Is there any hope for the ‘Next Generation?’

The hope of the ‘Next Generation’ has always been determined by the life of God’s people. The hope of the world – the birth of the Savior, our redemption through the Cross of Jesus Christ – was entrusted to a small nation, chosen by God. God gave His Word and His Son to the Jewish nation. Through the obedience of a few, the salvation of the world would come!

This made me think about the Salmon. Salmon live most of their life in the ocean. Yet, when it comes time to give birth to the ‘Next Generation, ‘ Salmon, as a community, swim upstream in the harshest of conditions to find fresh water and the conditions needed to lay their eggs and give life to the ‘Next Generation.’ This is such a taxing responsibility that most Salmon give their life to complete the process!

Peter, in the closing verses of chapter four, gives us a call similar to the Salmon. First, he reminds us of the gravity of the call.

“And also, ‘If the righteous are barely saved, what will happen to godless sinners?’” (1 Peter 4:18 NLT)

We cannot assume we can live our lives in a self-centered way and trust that the ‘Next Generation’ will be alright. Many adults view life as a struggle to achieve so they can kick back and relax during their retirement. The ‘Next Generation’ is someone else’s problem. I have done my part. Let them worry about the future!

Yet, Peter does not see it this way. We are called to engage the ‘Next Generation’ until the day we die or Jesus returns. We are called to keep our hands on the plow. When we are tempted to walk away from the field of life and give the responsibility to someone else, Peter’s words exhort us to remain faithful!

“So if you are suffering in a manner that pleases God, keep on doing what is right, and trust your lives to the God who created you, for he will never fail you.” (1 Peter 4:19 NLT)

  • “But I’m tired!”
  • “Let someone else do it for a while!”
  • “It’s my time to rest!”
  • “The ‘Next Generation’ will have to take care of themselves!”

Imagine if the Salmon said the same thing.

  • “It’s too hard to swim upstream!”
  • “There will be enough who make it, so why do they need me?”
  • “I just want to stay in the comfortable ocean and play!”

Peter says, “…Keep on doing what is right!” Jesus has promised us every provision and blessing to finish strong. He will never fail me! It may be tough to carry on, but I must carry on. I must live my life in a way that is focused on the ‘Next Generation.’ I have been called with a purpose, and that purpose includes leading the ‘Next Generation’ to Jesus Christ!

I am who I am because of my father and my grandfather. Each one of them gave everything in their life so that I would be successful, know Jesus Christ as my personal Savior and Lord, and live a life that was better than the life they lived. My generation has failed to carry this calling forward in the same way. Yet, I must keep my focus, like the Salmon, and continue to swim upstream, giving all I have to make sure that my life will have an impact for the ‘Next Generation!’

“Great is the Lord! He is most worthy of praise! No one can measure his greatness. Let each generation tell its children of your mighty acts; let them proclaim your power.“ (Psalm 145:3-4 NLT)

Heavenly Father, thank You for my father and my grandfather who were willing to give everything so that I could know Jesus and live an abundant life. Help me to walk in their footsteps and proclaim Your goodness to the next generation. Let me live a life that is focused on proclaiming Your goodness to the ‘Next Generation’ as long as I live or until You return!

Help me to…swim upstream, doing Your will…for the ‘Next Generation‘!

In Jesus’ Name!

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NEW BOOK ANNOUNCEMENT!

Posted on September 16, 2026 by Kirk's Devotional Journal
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THE CURRENCY OF HEAVEN?

Posted on September 15, 2026 by Kirk's Devotional Journal

1 PETER 1:18-20: “For you know that God paid a ransom to save you from the empty life you inherited from your ancestors. And it was not paid with mere gold or silver, which lose their value. It was the precious blood of Christ, the sinless, spotless Lamb of God. God chose him as your ransom long before the world began, but now in these last days he has been revealed for your sake.” NLT

OBSERVATION: What is the currency of heaven? What unlocks the blessings of God in our lives? The answer to this question will make a profound difference in my life. I will either see my Christian life as a continual struggle to obtain the blessings of God, or I will find a place of rest where I live in His provision of grace and mercy.

This year my wife and I celebrated our 50th Wedding Anniversary. It does not seem possible that all these years have passed. We wanted to make our vacation this year a monumental trip to celebrate this milestone. We are both of German descent and always wanted to travel to Germany. This would be our milestone celebration!

As we prepared for our trip, we found we needed several things. Our luggage was worn and outdated, so we added new luggage to the list. We began to create a mental checklist. Some new travel clothes were in order. We checked all our personal items and supplies. We verified the airline’s requirements and made sure our rental car reservation was correct. It was about one week before our big trip, and I realized I had missed one thing.

I had forgotten to get some German currency (Euros)!

I quickly placed an order for the proper currency with my bank. I wanted to do it with my bank to avoid the extra charges you incur at the airport. My reading told me that many small vendors in Germany did not take credit cards, so the proper currency would be essential for a successful trip. Just two days before the trip, I picked up the currency at my bank, and we were off for our great 50th Anniversary trip!

I found that having the proper currency in Germany was essential. We enjoyed so many wonderful outdoor cafes where we would enjoy a wonderful cup of coffee and a pastry, and most of them did not take credit cards. I took the recommended amount of currency but found it was not enough. I had to get more in the middle of my trip. It is safe to say that, if it wasn’t for the proper currency, our trip would have been an endless search for vendors who accepted credit cards!

How does this apply to my spiritual life? If I do not understand the currency of heaven, I will not be able to walk in the fullness of the blessings of Jesus Christ. It will be the difference between sailing a boat with a strong wind and trying to paddle it to shore with a tiny paddle. Understanding God’s currency will change my trajectory and my fruitfulness.

I heard one preacher proclaim, “The currency of heaven is FAITH!” At first, this sounded right. I thought of verses like, ‘The just shall live by faith’, and ‘Without faith it’s impossible to please God.’ Yet, as I continued to listen, I sensed a common error that is so often made. If faith is the currency of heaven, then my blessing and victory will be determined by what I do. This will place the focus on me rather than on God!

When I read Hebrews 11, I see that the saints of old did many mighty exploits as they walked in faith. Yet, their faith was evident in both victory and suffering. So many people miss the ending of Hebrews 11. It is worth noting.

“Some died by stoning, some were sawed in half, and others were killed with the sword. Some went about wearing skins of sheep and goats, destitute and oppressed and mistreated. They were too good for this world, wandering over deserts and mountains, hiding in caves and holes in the ground. All these people earned a good reputation because of their faith, yet none of them received all that God had promised. For God had something better in mind for us, so that they would not reach perfection without us.” (Hebrews 11:37-40 NLT)

Faith was not the currency of heaven. It did not provide all that God had promised. There was something more valuable that would be required to secure the salvation of mankind and open up the blessings of heaven and eternal life. It was not my effort that would secure this. There was only one person who could. It was Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Jesus willingly submitted to death on the cross for our sins so that He could offer God the currency of heaven for my (our) redemption.

The currency of heaven is the Blood of Jesus Christ!

Peter proclaims,

“For you know that God paid a ransom to save you from the empty life you inherited from your ancestors. And it was not paid with mere gold or silver, which lose their value. It was the precious blood of Christ, the sinless, spotless Lamb of God.” (1 Peter 1:18-19 NLT)

  • What purchased my redemption – the Blood of Jesus Christ!
  • What purchased my eternal life – the Blood of Jesus Christ!
  • What purchased my inheritance – the Blood of Jesus Christ!
  • What purchased the blessings of heaven – the Blood of Jesus Christ!
  • What purchased my justification with God – the Blood of Jesus Christ!
  • What purchased my sanctification in the Spirit – the Blood of Jesus Christ!
  • What purchased my healing – the Blood of Jesus Christ!

The Blood of Jesus Christ is the only currency of heaven. The death and resurrection of Jesus Christ is the complete work of God for my (our) full redemption. Jesus came to the Temple in Heaven and offered up, once and for all, His precious blood as the final payment for all we will ever need.

Faith is not the currency of heaven. Rather, faith is trusting in the completed work of Jesus Christ, knowing that the price (currency) has already been paid. I stand complete in Him, all because Jesus paid the FULL price through His Blood! I don’t need to earn God’s favor or blessing; I simply need to trust in the precious Blood of Jesus Christ, and the windows of heaven and eternal life are opened to me!

As the wonderful chorus reminds me…

It’s Your blood that cleanses me

It’s Your blood that gives me life

It’s Your blood that took my place

In redeeming sacrifice

And washes me, whiter than the snow, than the snow

My Jesus, God’s precious sacrifice

Heavenly Father, thank You for the gift of Your Son! Jesus, thank You for paying the eternal price of redemption with the currency of heaven, Your Blood! Holy Spirit, thank You for opening my heart to receive this wonderful gift, by grace through faith!

In Jesus’ Name!

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HOW TO DEAL WITH ‘SOUL POLLUTION’!

Posted on September 9, 2026 by Kirk's Devotional Journal

JAMES 4:7-10: “So humble yourselves before God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come close to God, and God will come close to you. Wash your hands, you sinners; purify your hearts, for your loyalty is divided between God and the world. Let there be tears for what you have done. Let there be sorrow and deep grief. Let there be sadness instead of laughter, and gloom instead of joy. Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up in honor.” NLT

OBSERVATION: I grew up in California during the 1960s as a young boy. We did not have 24/7 children’s television programming or electronic screens in our hands to occupy our time. If we wanted to fight boredom during the long, hot days or summer, the only recourse we had was to go outside and play.

A normal summer day was filled with playing over-the-line (a version of baseball with fewer players, basketball, football, or going on a bike ride for hours at a time. We did this in the height of the smog crisis in California. The air really is cleaner today than it was when I was growing up. I remember the grey haze that hung over the Southern California skyline. Yet, it did not dissuade us.

We played under these dark and dirty skies!

A young boy has a lot more stamina than an adult. You can take a fall and get right back up. You can play for hours at a time without tiring. Yet, there was one thing I could not do as a young boy. I could not avoid the effects that playing in the smog had on my body. More times than I can remember, I would have to go home, wheezing because it was hard to breathe. The only thing I found that helped was to drink a cold glass of milk and lie down for a while.

As I read these familiar verses in James, chapter four, I could not help but remember my childhood. I did create the smog; I could not even drive. However, I was affected by the smog every time I went outside to play.

We live in a world that is filled with spiritual and emotional smog. We may not be responsible for it, but every day we live in this world, we feel its effects on our lives.

This made me think about Jesus’ words to Peter on the night of the Last Supper. Peter had refused to let Jesus wash his feet. To Peter, this was a degrading thing for Jesus to do. Jesus told Peter that if he did not allow Jesus to wash his feet, he would have no part in being His disciple. The discourse that follows is very interesting.

“Simon Peter exclaimed, ‘Then wash my hands and head as well, Lord, not just my feet!’ Jesus replied, ‘A person who has bathed all over does not need to wash, except for the feet, to be entirely clean. And you disciples are clean, but not all of you.” (John 13:9-10 NLT)

Peter was Jesus’ disciple. Peter believed in Jesus. Peter did not need to be saved over and over again. Yet, Peter needed to have his feet washed. In other words, Peter needed the dirt and residue of this world to be washed from his soul. Wearing sandals on dusty roads resulted in dirty feet. You could not avoid it. Playing in the smog affected healthy lungs. And living in a fallen world affects our souls and emotions.

So how do we do this?

We need to be cleansed from ‘Soul Pollution’ daily. James writes one of the Bible’s most practical books. He does not mince words. He is clear and to the point. Here is what James gives as a prescription for dealing with ‘Soul Pollution’.

  • Humble yourselves before God: Like Peter, I need to humble myself before God and realize that my soul (spiritual feet) gets dirty each day and needs cleansing.
  • Resist the Devil: Satan uses ‘Soul Pollution’ as a means to draw me away from God. Resisting is not yelling. I resist the enemy when I choose to obey God!
  • Come close to God: This is a command with a promise. If I come close to God through worship, prayer, and His Word, God will come close to me. In other words, Jesus will wash my ‘spiritual feet’ and protect me! (See 1 John 1:8-9).
  • Sincerely Repent: I need to bring every sin, thought, and bit of ‘Soul Pollution’ to the Lord in sincere repentance. I cannot afford to ignore the dust on my (spiritual) feet. Even the smallest amount of ‘Soul Pollution’ that is left to fester in my life will begin to draw me away from the One who alone can forgive, cleanse, and protect me!

Let God Lift Me: The renewing of the Holy Spirit in my life through God’s Word is like the cold glass of milk I drank when I came home wheezing from the smog, as a young boy. When I bring my ‘Soul Pollution’ to the Lord, He lifts me. He gives me grace. He renews my soul. He fills me anew with the Holy Spirit so that I can face another day with joy and confidence!

‘Soul Pollution’ happens each day we live in a fallen world. We need to know when it is time to come into the presence of God so that we can find grace and mercy before it begins to affect our lives.

Heavenly Father, help me hear Your voice when my soul is weary, and I need to be cleansed and renewed. This morning I humble myself before You. Grant me the grace to resist the enemy by obeying Your Word. I run to You knowing that in Your loving arms I will find the forgiveness, cleansing, rest, and protection I need!

Jesus, wash my ‘spiritual feet’ from ‘Soul Pollution’!

In Jesus’ Name!

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IT’S TIME I GET A WISDOM CHECKUP!

Posted on September 7, 2026 by Kirk's Devotional Journal

JAMES 3:17-18: But the wisdom from above is first of all pure. It is also peace-loving, gentle at all times, and willing to yield to others. It is full of mercy and the fruit of good deeds. It shows no favoritism and is always sincere. And those who are peacemakers will plant seeds of peace and reap a harvest of righteousness.” NLT

OBSERVATION: I have regular physicals with my physician. Every year I get my eyes tested. Every six months I go to the dentist to get my teeth cleaned. I meet with my financial advisor once or twice a year to review my investment portfolio. Yet I often neglect one area.

I need a wisdom checkup!

James has a lot to say about wisdom. He shares the promise of wisdom with everyone who asks God in sincere faith. Wisdom is something we all know we need, yet how do we know if we are truly walking in God’s wisdom?

We live in a divided and angry world. The vitriol in our daily discourse is off the charts. On cable news, the angrier the pundit, the more popular they are. We love a good ‘zinger’! In our culture, the rise and popularity of the UFC shows how much we enjoy a good fight!

Yet, can we join the crowd, raise our angry fist in the air, and walk in the wisdom of God? Listen to James as he outlines the character qualities of the wisdom of the world.

“For jealousy and selfishness are not God’s kind of wisdom. Such things are earthly, unspiritual, and demonic. For wherever there is jealousy and selfish ambition, there you will find disorder and evil of every kind.” (James 3:15-16 NLT)

I find it significant that James focuses on two things when he speaks about the wisdom of the world. First, it is jealous. It is driven by envy and the lust for power. It will do everything it can to hold on to what it possesses. Second, it is selfish. The focus is never on the needs of others but on how one can get more for themselves. The wisdom of the world lusts for power and is void of any form of true benevolence.

The seriousness of this is found in its source. James is clear: “Such things are earthly, unspiritual, and demonic.” Jealousy and selfishness originate from the pit of hell. These are qualities that have destroyed individuals, families, and even entire nations. When we entertain the world’s wisdom, we play with fire and will always get burned!

Contrast: the wisdom of God. As I place myself on the examination table, I need to check my heart to see if the qualities of wisdom are present and growing. The Wisdom of God is…

  • Pure: The Greek word used is ‘hagnos’ which comes from the root ‘hagios’. It is the word that is translated as ‘holy’ and is the very characteristic of God Himself. This wisdom is the very heart and nature of our Creator. It is without blemish or ulterior motive, and is not defiled by my sin.
  • Peace-loving…gentle at all times: Rather than looking for a fight, God’s wisdom always desires to bring peace. There is no guarantee that others will receive this peace. Jesus came to bring His perfect peace, and they crucified Him on a cross. Yet, even when he was reviled, He did not resort to angry responses. He was gentle at all times. One of His last words was, “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.”
  • Willing to yield to others…shows no favoritism and is always sincere: This is the one that really grabbed my heart. It revealed a ‘wisdom deficiency’ in my life. Am I willing to yield to others? Do I show favoritism to those who agree with me? Am I always sincere in my motives? I confess, I have suffered from the familiar malady – ‘Getting the last word!‘ If I am secure in what I believe, then I will approach those who disagree with me with deference, respect, and sincerity. I will not simply let them speak. I will truly listen to their heart!
  • Full of mercy and good deeds…planting seeds of peace for a harvest of righteousness: Jesus loved everyone he encountered, even the Pharisees! When He washed the disciples’ feet, He even washed Judas’ feet, right before Judas betrayed Him. Jesus is the epitome of mercy and good deeds. Yet, they were not without purpose. Jesus was planting seeds of peace for a harvest of righteousness. Not all the seeds would root and take hold, but all were sown with the same heart of grace, mercy, and love! I need to do the same!

This morning, as I receive the Holy Spirit’s report on the condition of my wisdom, I realize how much work my heart needs. My heart needs an infusion of God’s wisdom, the wisdom from above. Most of all, I need to learn to emulate the life of Jesus. When I walk in Jesus’ steps, I walk in the wisdom of God. The wonderful promise is that this is not something we are called to do on our own. We have a helper, a guide, a comforter, a teacher, and a corrector.

“For the Lord is the Spirit, and wherever the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. So all of us who have had that veil removed can see and reflect the glory of the Lord. And the Lord—who is the Spirit—makes us more and more like him as we are changed into his glorious image.” (2 Corinthians 3:17-18 NLT)

The result of my checkup: I need the Holy Spirit’s work in my life! I need the wisdom of God!

Heavenly Father, this morning I yield my life to You. Holy Spirit, work in my heart. Transform me into the glorious image of my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Jesus, cleanse me from all jealousy and selfishness. Help me to walk in Jesus’ steps and sow the seeds of peace in the lives that I encounter. Lead me in the wisdom from above, the Wisdom of God!

In Jesus’ Name!

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ARE MY LOYALTIES DIVIDED? (When I ask for wisdom and it does not come)

Posted on September 4, 2026 by Kirk's Devotional Journal

JAMES 1:5-8: “If you need wisdom, ask our generous God, and he will give it to you. He will not rebuke you for asking. But when you ask him, be sure that your faith is in God alone. Do not waver, for a person with divided loyalty is as unsettled as a wave of the sea that is blown and tossed by the wind. Such people should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. Their loyalty is divided between God and the world, and they are unstable in everything they do.” NLT

OBSERVATION: I need wisdom! I need wisdom in my role as a husband and a father. I need wisdom in my role as a minister in the church. I need wisdom in my job and in my dealings with others. In all of life…

I need wisdom!

The Scriptures have much to say about wisdom. The Book of Proverbs is a complete book of wisdom. Solomon, writing to his son, exhorts him,

“Get wisdom; develop good judgment. Don’t forget my words or turn away from them. Don’t turn your back on wisdom, for she will protect you. Love her, and she will guard you. Getting wisdom is the wisest thing you can do! And whatever else you do, develop good judgment.” (Proverbs 4:5-7 NLT)

Getting wisdom is the wisest thing we can do! The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. Wisdom, therefore, is something beyond us. It does not come from within but is a gift from above. Wisdom is the gift of God. It is seeing life from God’s perspective. It is receiving divine direction from the Lord of all Creation. And the wonderful thing about wisdom is,

God offers it freely to all who will ask!

Yet, wisdom is not automatic. We live in a world devoid of wisdom. As we face each new day, each new challenge, will we face it with wisdom? The difference between walking in the wisdom of God and missing God’s will and direction is…Faith! Like salvation and every other blessing from God, wisdom is received by grace through faith! James pulls back the curtain to reveal the struggle of our faith.

“But when you ask him, be sure that your faith is in God alone. Do not waver, for a person with divided loyalty is as unsettled as a wave of the sea that is blown and tossed by the wind. Such people should not expect to receive anything from the Lord.” (James 1:6-7 NLT)

If we do not approach God in sincere faith, we cannot expect to receive His wisdom. James is clear, “…Be sure that your faith is in God alone.” With this statement, James begins to unravel the struggle between our need for wisdom and our receiving wisdom from God. When we approach God, when we ask for wisdom, if our faith is divided, if we are ‘double-minded’ (as the King James translates it), we should “…not expect to receive anything from the Lord!”

That is a pretty strong statement. It is one that I have struggled with over the years. If it is not understood correctly, it can lead to all sorts of errors and legalistic teaching. What is James trying to say? No one approaches the throne of God without any doubts (unless they have received a gift of faith from the Holy Spirit). How can I make sure that my “…faith is in God alone?”

I love James’ answer to this question. It is both insightful and practical. It reveals the struggle I have had throughout my lifetime and the pathway to victory. Listen to James’ explanation of what it means to have a divided loyalty when asking God for wisdom.

“Their loyalty is divided between God and the world, and they are unstable in everything they do.” (James 1:8 NLT)

Have you ever faced a situation where you truly needed God’s wisdom? You needed the understanding and guidance of the Lord who sees all, knows your beginning and your end, and who alone can guide you to victory. Yet, when you ask, and the answer does not come immediately, you begin to consider other options.

  • Maybe the Lord needs my help?
  • Maybe I should search the web for answers?
  • Maybe I should reach into my bag of experience and pull out my last response?
  • Maybe I should consult the conventional wisdom of the day?

There is always a struggle between the call to wait on the Lord and to act. The late saint, Corrie Ten Boom, once said,

“The devil smiles when we make plans. He laughs when we get too busy. But he trembles when we pray-especially when we pray together.“

We have to ask ourselves: “Do we really believe the Lord will give us wisdom?” If we do, we will not be tempted to jump to ‘Plan B’ the minute we get restless. We will refuse to find our answers from the wisdom of the world. We will be positioned for action, but we will refuse to move until we hear these words from the Holy Spirit,

“Your own ears will hear him. Right behind you, a voice will say, “This is the way you should go,” whether to the right or to the left.” (Isaiah 30:21 NLT)

I love the words of the old hymn, ‘What A Friend We Have In Jesus’:

O what peace we often forfeit,
O what needless pain we bear,
all because we do not carry
everything to God in prayer!

May I take the liberty to change the words a bit to fit our context?

O what wisdom we often forfeit,
O what needless confusion we bear,
all because we do not tarry in faith,
waiting on God in prayer!

When I look back on my life, most of my mistakes, most of the times when I found myself at a dead end, many of my failures and disappointments, were caused because I failed to ‘wait on God in prayer’! I became impatient. I began to look for the answer outside of the Lord. I tried to convince myself that God was speaking when it was merely my impatience and presumption. My loyalty was divided between God and the world!

Yet, when I waited upon the Lord, when I refused to take the next step until I heard ‘…This is the way, walk in it…’ I was met with the wonderful wisdom of God. Doors that I could not open were opened. Doors that needed to be closed were closed. I received spiritual discernment, guidance, and the grace to walk in the pathway God had set before me.

I discovered the wonderful Wisdom of God that always leads to life!

“But the wisdom from above is first of all pure. It is also peace loving, gentle at all times, and willing to yield to others. It is full of mercy and the fruit of good deeds. It shows no favoritism and is always sincere. And those who are peacemakers will plant seeds of peace and reap a harvest of righteousness.” (James 3:17-18 NLT)

Heavenly Father, grant me the grace to walk with You and receive the wisdom from above. Shine a light on any area of my heart and life that is compromised by divided loyalties. Keep me from being reluctant to move forward, but give me the fortitude to wait until I hear the Holy Spirit say, ‘This is the way, walk in it!’

In Jesus’ Name!

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I STRUGGLE WITH FAITH…

Posted on September 2, 2026 by Kirk's Devotional Journal

HEBREWS 11:1-2: “Faith shows the reality of what we hope for; it is the evidence of things we cannot see. Through their faith, the people in days of old earned a good reputation.” NLT

OBSERVATION: I struggle with faith. There, I said it. It is not what people want to hear from a pastor. It is not a popular confession among other believers. Yet, it is the truth. I read the first two verses in Hebrews chapter 11, and I say, “What?” This is not exactly the easiest definition to follow.

Some quote Hebrews 11:1 as if they have mastered it, and maybe they have. I may be deficient in my faith. If you have ever struggled with your faith, then you are not alone. I have been a believer for over 53 years, pastored since I was 23, and written several books and training materials and…

I still struggle with faith!

Faith runs counter to how I am wired. I am human and rely on my five senses to navigate through life. I want to see it, hear it, touch it, smell it, or taste it. It is a difficult leap to trust in something that does not meet this criterion. It is easy to put on my ‘Christian mask’ and say all the right things. Peter did this and later denied Jesus. Thomas was a bit more transparent about his doubts.

“They told him, “We have seen the Lord!” But he replied, “I won’t believe it unless I see the nail wounds in his hands, put my fingers into them, and place my hand into the wound in his side.” (John 20:25 NLT)

Yes, Jesus did admonish Thomas for doubting. Yet Jesus also invited Thomas to face his doubts in a tangible way.

“Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here, and look at my hands. Put your hand into the wound in my side. Don’t be faithless any longer. Believe!” (John 20:27 NLT)

Now, here is where doubt meets faith. Jesus did not call Thomas to a blind faith. Thomas was invited to touch Jesus! However, the text suggests that Thomas did not touch Jesus. When he encountered the living Christ, something happened in his heart. Grace was imparted. Faith was imparted. What Thomas could not do within himself, the Holy Spirit did within Thomas!

“My Lord and my God!” Thomas exclaimed. (John 20:28 NLT)

Then, Jesus called Thomas and all who would follow Him to the secret and the power of faith.

“Then Jesus told him, “You believe because you have seen me. Blessed are those who believe without seeing me.” The disciples saw Jesus do many other miraculous signs in addition to the ones recorded in this book. But these are written so that you may continue to believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that by believing in him you will have life by the power of his name.” (John 20:29-31 NLT)

Faith is not something we possess. Faith is a gift that is given. Faith is believing without seeing, but not without a personal call and engagement. Jesus called Thomas to Himself. Now, Jesus calls each of us to Himself through His Word. The Word of God, the record of the life of Jesus, His teachings, His promises, His sacrifice, His resurrection, have all been recorded and preserved so that we might believe!

When we hear God’s Word with an open heart, God imparts faith to believe! In essence, each time we turn the pages of Scripture, each time we encounter Jesus, each time we open our hearts to the Holy Spirit, Jesus is calling to us…

“…Put your finger here, and look at my hands. Put your hand into the wound in my side. Don’t be faithless any longer. Believe!” (John 20:27 NLT)

When we receive the Word of God with an open heart, God imparts His grace and faith!

“So faith comes from hearing, that is, hearing the Good News about Christ.” (Romans 10:17 NLT)

This faith, the ability to believe what we do not see; the reality of what we hope for; the evidence of things we do not see; is not something we produce within ourselves. It is the gift of God which comes through His Word, through the Good News of Jesus Christ – the Gospel! We know that salvation is a gift, but we forget that the very essence of our ability to have faith is too!

“For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9 NKJV)

God knows we struggle with faith. Faith is not our natural response to life. Left alone, none of us would come to Jesus. Yet, as we abide in His Word, as we hear His voice speaking to us through the pages of Scripture, faith is imparted to us, and God invites us to believe! What was impossible now becomes possible. What we could not do, we are now empowered to do by grace through faith. It is a mystery, but like Thomas, when we encounter the living Jesus, all we can do is raise our hands and say…

“My Lord and my God!” (John 20:28 NLT)

No matter what I am facing, faith is available to me. It is God’s gift. It is imparted by the Holy Spirit through His Word. It lifts me up and gives me hope. It enables me to believe in what I cannot see. It makes what is unseen as real; no, it makes it more real than what I can see, hear, touch, smell, or taste. It raises me up on the wings of eagles and allows me to soar above the struggles I face. It brings me to the living Christ and renews within me a living hope.

My struggle with faith is met with God’s gift of faith as I sit at the feet of Jesus and receive His Word!

Heavenly Father, this morning, I bring my struggle with faith to You. I lay down everything at the foot of the Cross. Like Mary, help me to choose the good portion that cannot be taken away. Help me to abide in Your Word, listen to the still small voice of the Holy Spirit, and receive the gift of Your grace and faith in my time of need! May my doubts be overcome as I daily meet the truth of Your Word!

In Jesus’ Name!

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AM I BORED WITH JESUS?

Posted on August 29, 2026 by Kirk's Devotional Journal

JEREMIAH 6:16-17: “This is what the Lord says: “Stop at the crossroads and look around. Ask for the old, godly way, and walk in it. Travel its path, and you will find rest for your souls. But you reply, ‘No, that’s not the road we want!’ I posted watchmen over you who said, ‘Listen for the sound of the alarm.’ But you replied, ‘No! We won’t pay attention!” NLT

OBSERVATIONS: Have you read ‘So and So’s’ latest book? Have you heard about the new teaching that ‘So and So’ is preaching at ‘That Church’? Why doesn’t our pastor ever teach something ‘New’? Church is getting stale, boring, the same old thing Sunday after Sunday! I am going to start looking around for another church with some life in it!

Have you ever had these thoughts? Have you ever asked these questions? I have. The irony is, as a member of a church, it is easy to fall into these doubts and questions. As a pastor of a church, it is quite another matter. What does the pastor of a church do when the sheep get restless, when whispers of being bored start to fill the hallways and foyer?

The truth is, we are all sheep. Pastors are sheep, leaders are sheep, and members of the church are sheep. Sheep are easily distracted. It is hard to keep their attention. This is why sheep wander off and why one of the most important jobs a pastor/shepherd has is to bring back the wandering sheep.

Yet, how a pastor chooses to do this is the key!

In our churches, we are tempted to follow the world’s trends to spice things up. Why do you think so many churches today look like a rock concert on Sunday morning? The sanctuary is dark, the stage is lit with spotlights on the performers, and the music is so loud you cannot talk to the person next to you. We took a page from the rock concert for our worship services.

Don’t get me started on laser lights and smoke machines. I went into a small church planting one Sunday, and there was smoke hovering over the small platform. When the worship started, you could not see the worship team. It did not enhance the worship; it looked kind of spooky to me. Why do we need such accoutrements in our services?

Jeremiah was tasked with calling the people of God in Jerusalem to repentance and true worship of the Lord. The nation of Judah and the remnant of Jews from the Northern Tribes were proud to have the Temple. They revelled in their services and sacrifices, but the routine soon became boring. They were tempted to look at what the other nations were doing and copy that. This led them into idolatry, and their hearts turned from a sincere devotion to God to one that embraced every new thing found under heaven.

What was God’s message to this backslidden nation? What is God’s message to the church today?

“This is what the Lord says: “Stop at the crossroads and look around. Ask for the old, godly way, and walk in it. Travel its path, and you will find rest for your souls…” (Jeremiah 8:16a NLT)

God’s message was – RETURN!

Return to the old, godly way, and walk in it! Why was God calling them back to the old, godly way? Because it was the only way they would find rest for their souls. God’s Word, worship, and God’s pathway were the only ways that would lead to life. Is this just a word for backsliding Israel, or is it a word for the church today?

Jesus, in His letter to the Church of Ephesus, shows us how easy it is for a church, once vibrant, once faithful, to begin to die and slip away from the old, godly way.

“But I have this complaint against you. You don’t love me or each other as you did at first! Look how far you have fallen! Turn back to me and do the works you did at first. If you don’t repent, I will come and remove your lampstand from its place among the churches.” (Revelation 2:4-5 NLT)

The Church of Ephesus was not a dead church. They were active, faithful to the Word, and taking a stand against false teaching. Jesus commended them for their hard work twice. Yet, something was happening under the surface. Something was happening in their heart. Their life as a church was becoming routine. They were not gathering with expectation. They were busy in their assigned roles, but they were neglecting the very center of their worship.

They were neglecting Jesus!

The Apostle John, in his first epistle, writes, “We love each other because He loved us first.“ (1 John 4:19 NLT). Jesus rebukes the Church of Ephesus, saying, “You don’t love Me or each other as you did at first.” The Church of Ephesus had begun to settle. They were doing the same thing day in and day out. They were taking everything for granted.

They were getting bored with Jesus!

This is a warning to us all. How does this happen? It happens the same way it does in any relationship. Take a marriage. In courtship, every day is wonderful. Love covers a multitude of imperfections that we will one day discover in both our lives. We wait with great anticipation for each day we can spend together. Then, after marriage, we begin the normal routines of life. Work, children, household duties, bills, and the like. These begin to steal the time we used to spend together. And we are tempted to say,

“I’m bored! Is this all there is?”

This is what happens in our Christian life. Pastors are unusually susceptible to this. We not only have our everyday responsibilities, but we have also taken on additional ones in the church, and caring for people in the church begins to take its toll. We become so involved in the ‘work of the Lord’ that we begin to neglect the ‘Lord of the work’!

This is where we find ourselves vulnerable, bored, and tempted to look for something new. A new job, a new partner, a new church, a new life! Yet, none of these are the answer. The answer does not lie in change but in return. It is to hear the call to the old paths, our first love. It is the call to run to the Cross of Jesus Christ and rediscover the love that we had when we were born again and saved from our sin!

Solomon reminds us in the book of Ecclesiastes,

“History merely repeats itself. It has all been done before. Nothing under the sun is truly new. Sometimes people say, “Here is something new!” But actually it is old; nothing is ever truly new.” (Ecclesiastes 1:9-10 NLT)

Nothing, nothing, nothing, can replace the love of God in Christ Jesus! He is our first love. He is the source of love. He alone makes each day new. He gives us grace to live and forgive. He gives us new love for our spouse and children. He renews our love for our church. He reignites our passion to reach the lost. He alone is our hope, our joy, and our salvation. When we begin to get bored…

We are simply drifting away from our first love. We are drifting away from Jesus!

Jeremiah calls us to return to the old paths. Jesus calls us to return to our first love. Both these calls lead to one destination: the Cross of Jesus Christ. This is why Paul proclaimed, and why I need to pray…

“As for me, may I never boast about anything except the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ. Because of that cross, my interest in this world has been crucified, and the world’s interest in me has also died. It doesn’t matter whether we have been circumcised or not. What counts is whether we have been transformed into a new creation. May God’s peace and mercy be upon all who live by this principle; they are the new people of God.” (Galatians 6:14-16 NLT)

Lord, hear the refrain of this wonderful song as the prayer of my heart!

Lead me to the cross

Where Your love poured out

Bring me to my knees

Lord, I lay me down

Rid me of myself

I belong to You

Oh, lead me, lead me to the cross

Heavenly Father, lead me to the Cross. Lead me to my first love. Lead me to Jesus!

In Jesus’ Name!

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WHAT SHOULD I DO UNTIL JESUS RETURNS?

Posted on August 21, 2026 by Kirk's Devotional Journal

TITUS 2:11-14: “For the grace of God has been revealed, bringing salvation to all people. And we are instructed to turn from godless living and sinful pleasures. We should live in this evil world with wisdom, righteousness, and devotion to God, while we look forward with hope to that wonderful day when the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ, will be revealed. He gave his life to free us from every kind of sin, to cleanse us, and to make us his very own people, totally committed to doing good deeds.” NLT

OBSERVATION: What should I do until Jesus returns? How should the promise of His Second Coming impact the way I live? Does the fact that over 2000 years have passed cause me to doubt His Second Coming? Am I living in the power of His ‘Blessed Hope’, and is it changing the way I live?

The first question I must consider is: “Will Jesus really come again?” While many believers say this is a given, many are not as certain. In fact, many today doubt Jesus’ Second Coming. Some have even spiritualized His physical return, saying He has already returned. What does the Bible say to these questions?

Many will doubt His Second Coming!

“Most importantly, I want to remind you that in the last days scoffers will come, mocking the truth and following their own desires. They will say, “What happened to the promise that Jesus is coming again? From before the times of our ancestors, everything has remained the same since the world was first created.” (2 Peter 3:3-4 NLT)

Jesus will come again in the same way He ascended into heaven, and ALL who are on earth will see Him!

“After saying this, he was taken up into a cloud while they were watching, and they could no longer see him. As they strained to see him rising into heaven, two white-robed men suddenly stood among them.“Men of Galilee,” they said, “why are you standing here staring into heaven? Jesus has been taken from you into heaven, but someday he will return from heaven in the same way you saw him go!” (Acts 1:9-11 NLT)

“Look! He comes with the clouds of heaven. And everyone will see him— even those who pierced him. And all the nations of the world will mourn for him. Yes! Amen!” (Revelation 1:7 NLT)

Jesus’ Second Coming is the ‘Blessed Hope’ of the believer!

“…While we look forward with hope to that wonderful day when the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ, will be revealed.” (Titus 2:13 NLT)

So, how should these truths influence the way I live? Paul gives Titus some very clear instructions. While I may be tempted to disengage from this world, climb to a proverbial mountaintop, and wait for Jesus’ return, the Bible calls me to a completely different mindset. The promise of His imminent Second Coming should never lull me into complacency as I wait. Rather, it should call me to holy living and engage me in the harvest, leading as many to faith in Jesus Christ as I can before He returns!

Here are the main points Paul outlines to Titus. The ‘Blessed Hope’ of Jesus Second Coming should cause me to:

  1. Turn from godless living and sinful pleasures!
  2. Live an engaged life in this world through the Wisdom of God!
  3. Cultivate my devotion to Jesus and walk in the pathway of His righteousness!
  4. Engage in this present life, walking in the power of the Holy Spirit and committing my life to doing good in the world

Some may object. “What is the use of trying to change the world if Jesus’ return is so imminent?” To this I would answer with two very important considerations.

FIRST – God is on a completely different timetable than I am. In fact, in reality, God exists outside of time. What we see as a delay is but moments in the mind and will of God. Any apparent delay from my perspective is simply God fulfilling His desire that all men come to faith in Jesus Christ!

“But you must not forget this one thing, dear friends: A day is like a thousand years to the Lord, and a thousand years is like a day. The Lord isn’t really being slow about his promise, as some people think. No, he is being patient for your sake. He does not want anyone to be destroyed, but wants everyone to repent.” (2 Peter 3:8-9 NLT)

(NOTE: I am old enough to have lived through many predictions of Jesus’ Second Coming. We are still waiting, and there are still souls who are lost and need to hear the Gospel of Jesus Christ! His delay is a wonderful example of His mercy and a call to me to be engaged in His harvest!)

SECOND – I was created in Christ Jesus for good works! My salvation is for a purpose. It is not meant only for my benefit. Jesus has called me, saved me, filled me with the Holy Spirit, and given me a mission. I must roll up my sleeves, proclaim the Gospel, and work to make my world a better place. I need to occupy and engage my world with the Gospel of Jesus Christ until He comes!

“So you, too, must keep watch! For you don’t know what day your Lord is coming…A faithful, sensible servant is one to whom the master can give the responsibility of managing his other household servants and feeding them. If the master returns and finds that the servant has done a good job, there will be a reward.” (Matthew 24:42, 45-46 NLT)

As believers, we may differ in our views of eschatology (End Times and the Second Coming of Jesus Christ). We may debate the rapture, the great tribulation, and the millennium. Aimee Semple McPherson, the founder of the Foursquare Church, wisely said,

“In the essentials, unity. In the non-essentials, liberty, and in everything charity. (love)”

I am not suggesting these subjects are not important. However, devoted disciples of Jesus Christ stand on different lines based on their sincere understanding of the Scriptures. What I am proposing is that we all engage in what Paul called Titus to do as we look for the ‘Blessed Hope’, the imminent and sure return of Jesus Christ our Lord and the establishment of His everlasting Kingdom!

There is so much work to do, right now, and my life can make a difference!

Heavenly Father, grant me the grace to live my life in such a way that I am a light to the world and an extension of Your love through tangible acts of kindness and good works. Help me to engage in the ministry of the Gospel and in Your good works, to reach and change this world…UNTIL YOU RETURN!

In Jesus’ Name!

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