
1 TIMOTHY 1:15-16: “This is a trustworthy saying, and everyone should accept it: “Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners”—and I am the worst of them all. But God had mercy on me so that Christ Jesus could use me as a prime example of his great patience with even the worst sinners. Then others will realize that they, too, can believe in him and receive eternal life.”
OBSERVATION: What do people see when they look at my life? How do I present myself to others? Do I magnify my accomplishments while I hide my failures? Are people drawn to look at the testimony of my life or at me? I need to take a page from Paul’s life as I consider these questions.
When I was 30 years old, I had a short tenure as a Life Insurance Salesperson. Before that, I had worked in the grocery industry while also pastoring a church. Then, for a short time, I worked full-time for a parachurch ministry. However, in less than a year, the parachurch ministry decided to relocate out of the state.
All of a sudden, I found myself out of work!
I owned a home. I had a house payment and a car payment. I needed a job, and I needed one fast! I began to look for work. However, as I went on interviews, the question I was asked over and over again was, “Do you want to work in the grocery (or fill in the blank) industry or pastor a church?”
How could I answer that? I wanted to do both. Yet, I needed to earn money to support my family right now! The only offer I received was from a Life Insurance Company. I had no other offers and no other options. I threw myself fully into my new job. I did not have the option of failing!
I quickly succeeded in my new job and began to receive certificates of achievement and reward plaques. One was for being the company’s ‘Top Rookie Performer’. I had never been recognized like this before. It felt nice. As I walked by my supervisor’s office, I noticed the many plaques and awards on his wall for his accomplishments. I wanted these too! I began to define my life by my success.
Yet at the same time, I began to lose my spiritual focus. All my energy was put into my job. I was working around the clock because I needed to make money. My life focused on selling insurance 24/7. First, my devotional life began to suffer. Then, my prayer life became defined by simple arrow prayers, mostly to succeed at my job. As I drove my car to work one day, I realized I was living in a bubble.
What would my testimony be when people looked at my life?
In life, we can hide behind our certificates and plaques, seek the accolades this world has to offer, and all the trappings of success. Or we can be open about our lives, humble ourselves before others, and seek the Kingdom of God so that others will see Jesus and understand that they too can be saved.
Paul chose the latter and eventually so did I.
Paul never hid behind the mask of a ‘Super Apostle’. He was open about his past and transparent with his present. In fact, he saw himself as the ‘chief of sinners’! This definition would be rebuked by many in the church today. They would say, “You are no longer a sinner! You are a Son of the King!” While this is true, it positions one as superior to others. It points to who ‘I am’ rather than who ‘He is in me’!
It is a testimony that awards a plaque to myself, rather than leads someone to Christ
Why was Paul so transparent about his past, struggles, and weaknesses? I think Paul would be banned from many churches today for his testimony. Yet, Paul was never concerned with what others thought about him. Paul was concerned with only one thing.
Was his life a living testimony to the grace and power of Jesus Christ?
Paul owned his humanity. He owned his past. He shared his present. He was authentic in his testimony. And he did it for this one reason.
“But God had mercy on me so that Christ Jesus could use me as a prime example of his great patience with even the worst sinners. Then others will realize that they, too, can believe in him and receive eternal life.” (1 Timothy 1:16 NLT)
Paul did not revel in his past failures; he honestly shared them. He did this not to glory in his past mistakes but to shine the light on the greatness of God’s grace. He also did this so that no one would feel like the Gospel was out of reach. The same grace that reached down to him through Jesus Christ was available to all.
If God could save Paul, the ‘chief of sinners’, He could save them!
“This is a trustworthy saying, and everyone should accept it: “Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners”—and I am the worst of them all.” (1 Timothy 1:15 NLT)
Paul was accused of proclaiming a Gospel of cheap grace. Yet, this was far from what Paul proclaimed. He pointed to the Cross but did not leave one there. From the Cross, he pointed them to their high calling of God in Christ Jesus. God not only wanted to save us, but also wanted to transform us. And, once again, Paul made this message accessible to everyone. It was not a pathway experienced by the super-spiritual. It was the path assured to everyone who trusted in Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior!
“But whenever someone turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away. For the Lord is the Spirit, and wherever the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. So all of us who have had that veil removed can see and reflect the glory of the Lord. And the Lord—who is the Spirit—makes us more and more like him as we are changed into his glorious image.” (2 Corinthians 3:16-18 NLT)
What do I want people to see when they look at my life? I want them to see one who is honestly working out God’s calling, day by day, moment by moment, in an authentic way. I want to be honest about my struggles and celebrate God’s grace. I want to get out of the way so that everyone will see Jesus rather than see me.
I want to remove all the certificates and plaques from the wall of my life’s accomplishments and replace them with the Cross of Jesus Christ!
Heavenly Father, help me get out of the way! Help me follow the example of the Apostle Paul and be honest in my testimony so that everyone will see that Jesus’ invitation of salvation is not for the strong but for those who are meek, poor in spirit, and pure (honest) of heart! The only accolade I need in my life is – “Jesus Christ came into this world to save sinners, of which I am chief!” Continue to transform me and mold me into the image of Jesus so that my life can be a ‘living testimony’ of His great grace!
In Jesus’ Name!









